Sunday til Wednesday, I was so focused and motivated. Yet, a single factors just destroys the momentum. What the mind is capable of doing, directing one's emotion and actions, is quite scary. It could make one's day or ruin one's day. Those who have enough control of their minds, fare well, but those who don't, like me fall. Meaning, the whole day goes wasted with such unnecessary thoughts. Sunday til Wednesday, time felt like it was passing by so quick. An hour, a few minutes felt so precious. Yet days like today, i'm struggling to make the minute count. My mind is all over the place and it angers me. Again, the day has come to an end. In a few hours, it's a new day. I hope to start over, I hope to maintain a healthy cycle, yet I find myself fall again and again. I hope tomorrow's different. What do I want. A future. Going to grad school. I want to come out strong, ready to face the world, show my talents and be recognized for all that i've worked for. 멋진 여자가 되고 싶다. 그러기 위해서, 4 주의 노력..미치게 해야한다.